Lastnight.
oddly, i had a dream about you last night. in the car, we laid the seats back, talked about good things and passed back and forth doobies.who would think, us ending negatively. shit, who? nope homeboy not me. i always thought us, hiking, climbing trees and smoking was a forever thing. blindly, i was only living in a fantasy. it was inevitable, you see. two happy people, being too happy, having haters is not a new thing, your boys & my girls were the antihistamine. i was allergic too you, you were allergic to me. one set of rebels, who knew they loved each other, thought they were destined to be. felt like people were tearing us apart had no chance from the start, but we tried. not knowing that our relationship was based on a lie. from the outside in, we were looking good. you know as we should. but from the inside out we had that doubt, that we wouldn’t last. and we were right. no forever and always, or im your “Mrs.” no passionate kisses, it was all forced. it ended over night, no “im sorry” cus im not. for what? being lost inside a high that i knew was gon’ stop? shit i think not. but remember i said “oddly” that dream brought me no comfort, false advertisement. i yearned to wake up, so it could stop.
